Stephanie (stephy0523) wrote,

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Whatever You do I'll be right here waiting for you


Sorry It's been so long, I've been really busy. I'm not going to write much cuz I'm tired but here's another quickie:

I love school still, I decided I'm going to try and make dean's list so I need a 3.3 this semester. My parents will be so proud if I do it. So far im doing really good I have A-'s in almost all my classes :). I miss ben a ton as usual, he is one of the best things that has ever happened in my life. I love the people up here, I went home last weekend and saw my mem and pep and spent a ton of time with ben, then this past weekend I stayed here and went out saturday night which was awesome; Vanessa, kayla, kim and I went down to the white house and it was a ton of fun. then I wrote ben a dirty drunken text message ;) hehe. Sunday ben came for a few hours to hang out. It was just me and chantel this weekend too, we had a ton of fun. Friday we had a movie night with Katie Maye and brittany. O yea and on saturday I dyed my hair dark brown again cuz It was turning really really red.Last week nothing really exciting happened, Alex, Vanessa, and I had a sleep over in the lounge on our floor which was fun, we just grabbed all our blankets and slept in that room. Nothing really exciting happened other than that this week, that I can think of anyway haha. Let's see what else has happened. I've been going to the gym lately which is fun I've been going with this girl sarah who kicks ass hehe. I'm so glad I went away for school and as corny and cliche as it sounds im really figuring out who I am, and who I want to be, it's a good experience, and I'm lucky enough to have people who unconditionally love me. I was thinking the other day and I realized that I want to spend the rest of my life with ben, yea it's early in life and I'm only 17 but I want to wake up next to him each and every morning, obviously I wouldnt want get married right now, but I mean if I was older I'd marry him in a heartbeat. I love him with all my heart. I'm not going to lie, the nights are the worst, I'm fine during the day with missing ben cuz I try and keep busy but at night when I'm laying in bed I just wish he was there, so I cuddle with my body pillow but it just isn't the same a pillow doesnt hug back haha. I'm a lot closer with my mom now that I'm living away too, I talk to her a lot about EVERYTHING. It's really nice. I'm going home for columbus day weekend which im excited about, 3 whole days with the fam and ben :) I also miss tony a ton, i hate not being around for his sports and stuff, I hope he knows I miss him, lol he's gunna come visit me soon I hope and I'ma show him "the college experience" haha. well It's late and I need some sleep Hope you enjoyed my little update. (sorry I was jumping around all over the place)


*I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance*
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