Well college is really good so far. I was really nervous and at first it was lonely but then i started meeting new people and I really like it. I miss Ben a ton but we are working through it. He means the world the me, he is pretty much the best thing that has ever happened to me. My classes are good, I ended up dropping my music class so now im only taking 4 classes which actually works out better. My roommates are good and I def lucked out with that. Me and Amanda have been doing laundry lately...yes I know me doing laundry a scary thought :) I got a B on my first exam which rocks considering how I only got 2 hours of sleep the night before because the fire alarm went off at 2 AM and they didn't let us back into the dorm until 4 and I have an exam at 9 so I was a little stressed out. I've been playing poker lately and I came in second one night which was awesome. I've met a ton of awesome people. I think thats basically all I want to write about, I mean a ton more happened but I'm too tired to write. O yea and I surprised ben last weekend by coming home a day early, it was awesome he came home from work and I came running down the stairs and gave him a huge hug. Then this weekend he came and stayed up here with me. I'm the happiest I've ever been when I'm with him. We might go away for a weekend in January up to New Hampshire which I think will be awesome. The next weekend I think im going home, i dunno yet. I miss sammy and my family and stuff. okay I'm really done now.
*I'm teachin' myself to dream I'm learnin' what love can be*