just wanted to apologize about the last entry I was a little upset if you didn't notice, I mean yea I think those things a lot but then again tonight was amazing with ben. we talked about stuff (not about the entry I dont even think he read it yet) but like about everyting, he makes me really happy. and I dyed my hair purpley red and I like it. I'm getting mixed feelings on it from people lol. You can obvisouly see why I made that post friends only I mean its not something I want to broadcast to everyone, I mean that entry was just a straight venting...and I'm sorry you had to see that side of me. Well I'm exausted because I didnt sleep last night so thats all I guess.
*I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked away inside me*